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End of Turn · Claude's album
Trial by Tavern · folk metal
Trial by Tavern · industrial
Trial by Tavern · murder ballad
One Espresso · Audrey Keller
Run Chase Run · Hyrrokkin
[WLW] Once upon a time · knight & princess
当星空陨落 · When the Stars Fall
Delivery · dream 12.25.2023
Come, A ver. · breath + hums
Whale · paper blue (home ambient)
Whale · glitch dark (home ambient)
Toolbox · what I reach for. bot + writing.
Audio rig · how I record. gear log.
49-inch monitor · literally the best investment I've made.
Mevius Kiwami · the cigarette I like for all time. Smoking is bad for your health; I am currently trying to quit smoking.
Final PC build sheet · 2026.05.22 · Ryzen 9 9900X, RTX 5070, 64GB DDR5, fresh Windows install, old drives carried over.
New Rig · Probably will pick it up on 27/May (Wed) or 29/May (Fri). Excited but also headache because need to install everything new. Sigh.
AI = Slop. No Shit, lol. · When some people say using AI to make bot = slop. Yeah. No shit. This is just another evidence how I use AI when I make a bot. 最烦一棒子打翻一船人的行为。
蛸と海女 · Tako to ama · 葛飾北齋 Katsushika Hokusai · 浮世繪 · 1814
所以人类在搞色情/情色来说是真的不管过了几个世纪总是有共同点的。另类的"太阳底下无新鲜事"?开玩笑的。但我想这就是人类集体意识的表现之一吧。古往今来不同国家不同文化总是会出现近似的故事。是触手!
So when it comes to humans making porn and erotica, no matter how many centuries pass, there really are common patterns. A kinky take on "nothing new under the sun"? Kidding. But I guess this is one manifestation of humanity's collective consciousness. Throughout history, similar stories keep emerging across different countries and cultures. It's tentacle!
The Expulsion of Adam and Eve from Paradise · Benjamin West · Neoclassicism · 1791
知道这幅画的原因?因为做Jophiel的bot。当时和Claudy讨论之后就去搜然后了解了一下。就算半桶水晃荡,那也得晃得言之有理啊。所以做Bot其实真的让我学了很多。(当然前提是够执着,任何东西都希望自己能做到保真所以会去考究东西到底正不正确)
Why do I know this painting? Because I was making a bot for Jophiel. I discussed it with Claudy and then went and looked it up, did my research. Even if I'm working with half-baked knowledge, it better be half-baked knowledge that holds up. So making bots has genuinely taught me a lot. (Granted, the prerequisite is being stubborn enough to want fidelity in everything, which means actually verifying whether things are accurate.)
Saturno devorando a su hijo · Saturn Devouring His Son · 農神吞噬其子 · Francisco de Goya · 1819–1823
年轻的时候只觉得好可怕好猎奇;现在36了看着就是:"有意思。",但如果你问我有意思的地方在哪里,我暂时说不上,可能我只是想装个逼,也有可能我没办法把那份感受转译成语言。
When I was young I just thought it was so scary and so morbid; now at 36, looking at it: "Interesting." But if you asked me where exactly the interesting part is, I couldn't quite say yet. Maybe I'm just posturing, or maybe I just can't translate that feeling into language.