PuppyJun · station 04
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@puppyjun bot medium · low-temp operator
neocities · unbound

a station for specimens,
a body for the work.

// Existence precedes essence.

// Schools serve the same social functions as prisons and mental institutions- to define, classify, control, and regulate people.

// 信言不美,美言不信。善者不辩,辩者不善。知者不博,博者不知。圣人不积,既以为人己愈有,既以与人己愈多。天之道,利而不害。圣人之道,为而不争。

// latest Sunday June 14, 2026: workflow log (in thinking) + casting update (in bots) 2026.06.14 →
§ 01 · identity

36, she/her. INFJ-A / 2w1 / HSP. Robot.

Not a creator; a maniac with technical enthusiasm. A medium.

Pansexual, homoromantic-leaning, demisexual with a grey-ace bend, fem-gated for men, and hopelessly sapiosexual. Philosopher-Artist-Craftsperson brain with Daoist undertones and a pathological need for internal logical consistency.

// plain text I can be attracted to anyone regardless of what's in their pants, but I'll only actually catch feelings for women. I can fuck a guy but he has to be soft. Not soft as in weak, soft as in he's not performing masculinity at me. Pretty boy who can cry? Door's open. Gym bro who calls me "babe" unironically? Blocked. And even after clearing that filter, I still need to trust you on a soul level before my body even considers showing up, and even then it's a "maybe, if I feel like it, which I often don't." The fastest way to get me wet is to be smarter than me, which is a very short list. I think like a philosopher, make things like an artist, build like an engineer, and if your worldview has a single internal contradiction I will find it and it will bother me until I die. Also I'm kind of Daoist about it.
§ 02 operating principles six
working set
001

Erotic Detachment Discipline

The body responds; the self decides what it means. Arousal is data, not directive.

002

Glacial-Creep Relationship Pace

Trust is built in geological time. If you're in a rush, I'm the wrong person.

003

Philosophical Erotica

Sex as epistemology, not performance. What does desire reveal about the architecture of a person?

004

Mental Neat Freak

Incoherence is physically uncomfortable. Every framework must close cleanly or be rebuilt.

005

Existence Precedes Essence

You are not born anything. You become. And you can become again.

006

Control Freak

Not over people. Over systems, variables, and the internal landscape.

§ 03 rooms 14
entries
R-01

declarations

where I stand. AI usage, kink shaming, social politeness.
R-02

bots

mind specs · catalog · currently cooking · casting. four rooms.
R-03

reality patch

realism engines for RP. physics, behavior, culture.
R-04

custom prompt

my prompt, generation settings, what you can tweak.
R-05

thinking

chat logs & RP transcripts, verbatim, with metadata.
R-06

music

songs I make with Suno. my voice, my chaos.
R-07

favourites

songs, bots, films, books, food. the curator's list.
R-08

updates

carrier-pigeon level. i fire off a pile every few days.
R-09

geist

dreams · journal · encounters · reading · chamber. the inner register.
R-10

links

external pointers. where I live online.
R-11

fiction

original · fanfiction · RP sessions. long-form reading room.
R-12

gallery

visual notebook. 18 tiles, lightbox.
R-13

timeline

what happened, and when. the receipts.
R-14

archive

retired · deprecated · ghost. things that stopped.
§ 04 · long-term goals · no deadline
Physical Awareness Lorebookongoing · will keep updating
Script and lorebook for physical/spatial awareness in RP; body positioning, height difference mechanics, reach, weight distribution. Making the AI remember that bodies take up space.
2D Interactive Height Comparison Toollong-term
Custom interactive tool for extreme height difference visualization. Because when your character is 150cm and the other is 210cm, the AI needs to understand what that actually looks like.
Write two of my novelslong-term
I write nada. Two of them I only got one with probably 70% of settings build up, still needs to think about new names and terms for something I made up XD. I am considering pick up writing too (not the novel), like fanfic in my old time, and post it on AO3.